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mesmorized
Stranger invocation of memorize
neotenous
Aged but still retaining childlike features
inculcate
Like "instill" except it uses pieces of the word "calculate"
synchrony
When two or more objects keep pace. Alternative to "harmony"
engage
I'm trying to engage with this person, this blog, this class.
language
education is just a language between adults and the youth; attire is the language of personal visual identity; playing video games with friends is our language
nein
a cultured, nuanced alternative to "nope"; used frequently in IM conversations



I looked up the definition of morbid and paused. It shook up my soul with shackles and jaws. It trapped the air bubbles inside of this flesh. My best bet be to trash these wounds in jest. Terror-fest, we must gather our nest, lest we shatter our dreams of shamanic acid test. (hear this poem)
If my knuckles could break marble and if my mind could bend steel, I'd still be wrought with wrought iron discontent. My magnetic impulses inducing hunger. My destructive appetite gunning for roses. Sinuses block the smell of their sweetness, as I wallow in self-effacing bleakness. (hear this poem)
In the evening, two warm lamp posts light my intersection. Strewn by my bay windows, I try to catch whatever warmth can be gleaned. Leaning back, I thin my mind in order to answer the question, "where does the worn-down, unbeaten path lead?" Fate started with a double-helix taste; can I twist it toward my true palate? (hear this poem)

My class list: Math 53 - Ordinary Differential Equations, MS&E 121 - Introduction to Stochastic Modeling, Math 103 - Introduction to Matrix Theory, and Geological and Earth Systems 2 - The History of the Earth
I am a Bright and a practicing Tautricist.


Jesus, it feels like my blog is blowing up! I hate to admit this, but for first time, I feel dizzy looking at it.
What's in my iPod
I don't have an iPod you insensitive clod!
What I'm listening to anyways:
Kraftwerk, NIN
Topics I'm Interested in:
finishing school
What I'm reading:
???
Setups I'm sure this blog works on:
Internet Explorer on Windows
Mozilla
What am I going to do when I graduate:
???
Movies I've seen recently:
Slackers
Kill Bill Vol. 1
The House of Sand and Fog
Brainscan
Bruce Almighty
One Hour Photo
Lord of the Rings: Return of the King
Mystic River
21 Grams
Lost in Translation
School of Rock
The Matrix: Revolutions
Strange-Loops discusses my post and emphasizes that we shouldn't forget the socially negative potential in large corporations. Link to his post
Phil, I agree with the previous commenter -- "take your time and try to find a generous, good-hearted man who loves you".
Now that's not so hard, is it? Heh heh...
Like you, this article concludes that the point of it all is just that people are gathered--the focal point of the gathering is almost irrelevant--and references a quote that the Super Bowl has become "a sacred period of time in American lives":
I am new to the internet and I am surfing here and this is very interesting reading. I did a search in the search engines on "pub bar entertainment blog" and I found your web blog and although higher bar" isnot the bar I was looking for, it was very interesting reading.
I am researching blogs as I was interested in a blog for myself, that is if I can understand how to operate a blog. The different things discussed on this website found by searching for "pub bar entertainment blog" is very amusing and from seeing and understanding more of how a blog operates, it may be more than this Halifax pub guy to handle.
thanks for the insight
see you at the pub ( some call it bar! )
B. J. Johns,
A Halifax Pub Enthusiast

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The following is an excerpt; citation appears below...
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In his Varieties of Religious Experience William James (1929) observes:
[O]ur normal waking consciousness, rational consciousness as we call it, is but one special type of consciousness, whilst all about it, parted from it by the filmiest of screens, there lie potential forms of consciousness entirely different. We may go through life without suspecting their existence but apply the requisite stimulus and at a touch they are there in all their completeness, definite types of mentality which probably somewhere have their field of application and adaptation. No account of the universe in its totality can be final which leaves these other forms of consciousness quite disregarded. (pp. 378-379)
I've added a poetry section to my site. If you scroll to right you'll see the past three days' entries and the current associated "pastiche." I'm also experimenting with spoken-word, and have included links to mp3s of me reading these poems.
The poetry is a once-a-day poetic interpretation of life. I try to mix in some emotional dramatization of my sentiments combined with at least one or two concrete details from my day.
This poetry section was previously hidden at different location. I've now decided to place this section with greater importance since I enjoy poetry so much.
From the time we our born, our personalities are manifesting in 24/7 (even while sleeping) facial expressions. These mappings persist and leave imprints on our faces as we grow. Thus the shape of our face on the outside is indicative of shaping on the inside.
You can infer this natural kind of "imprinting" by artifical imprinting.
There are societies that place rings around their necks during childhood so as to inspire the elongation of the neck. In China, they used to keep women's feet wrapped in tight shoes to shrink the feet. And those in wheelchairs during childhood retain small legs. Persistent constraints during ontogeny (The origin and development of an individual organism from embryo to adult) determine what the adult will look like.
Our personalities have an arc of concresence that slows to a snail's pace by the time we're 16. From the time we are born to that point, our facial expressions are constantly constraining the growth of tissues on our faces. Our faces are born with some clay, but then molded by our constant facial gestures. Eventually, you can read someone's face directly to get a sense of their personality.
The weapons of the Internet are still largely in the hands of the individual: it's easy to create viruses, disruptive open-source software, and firewall-circumvention proxies. As long as expertise is concentrated in individual, the Internet will still bask in its golden age.
I got this idea reading a post by Xeni Jardin at BoingBoing that brings up how Orkut's Terms of Service is draconian. Xeni also mentions that after BoingBoing created a similar uproar about Microsoft Passport's TOS, the TOS was revised five days later.
I'm impressed by the power that individuals seem to be wielding on the Internet. RIAA not-withstanding, the Internet has been putting up some good fights: getting Internic to take down it's ghost-domain service, putting up counter-counter-piracy by creating and using new tools like BitTorrent, and creating movements like the Creative Commons license.
This reminds me of George Orwell's comment about weapons and their relationship to history. His main point is that periods are defined by which sphere holds what weapons. The years of the musket ended peasant-slavery in France. The years of bombs led to authoritarian states.
Likewise, the individual programmer or system administrator is still God on the Intenet. Appreciate this Golden Age while it lasts.
The headline is Bush defends service record in NBC interview. They should modify the headline by inserting the word "try" before defends.
Bush did a poor job in the interview. He stuttered, fumbled, and was overall insecure. While in general Bush's elocution is poor, he did poor relative to himself: he looked visibly stressed and thrown off by the questioning.
When I saw this I felt a surge of hope for the Democrats in 2004. Tim Russert put up a quote from Kerry:
Russert: This is what John Kerry had to say last year. He said that his colleagues are appalled at the quote "President's lack of knowledge. They've managed him the same way they've managed Ronald Reagan. They send him out to the press for one event a day. They put him in a brown jacket and jeans and get him to move some hay or move a truck, and all of a sudden he's the Marlboro Man. I know this guy. He was two years behind me at Yale. I knew him, and he's still the same guy."
To those that felt Bush's re-election was certified by Saddam's detention should look no further than this interview to understand that things do change.
In describing a girl I knew I said, "Oh, I'm two degrees away from her." It'll be interesting to see if the language of Friendster and Orkut creeps its way into our common speak.
We have a tendancy to justify our music tastes by their popularity. Unfortunately, I don't want to be like that (sorta).... here's an example.
So it's the 60s, you're 16, you listen to "The Who" in High School because it's the cool thing to do.
You turn 20, and then you find people are moving on to "The Doors" but you still listen to "The Who" and you justify it as "pssyeah, I don't listen to mainstream music" (Doors may not have been mainstream, but assume it was).
Then when you're 25, and you still listen to "The Who" and you're like, "well, I listen to it still because I find it interesting, and it's better to have authentic tastes"
Then when you're 35, you're retro. When you're 40, you're an archiver, holding up the golden "classics." After 50, then you're a fan af antiquities.
The point is, it's never really about the music, and after you turn 16, your tastes kind of stick, and your start to stagnate. *yawn* I don't want to do that, I want to remain neotenous, and so, I'm getting myself to listen to Pinback which is an indie band, and AFI, which is punk. This is what the trendies listen to.
Yes, it sounds like I'm a poseur, but the "The Who" listener started out as a mimic and ended up as an uncool antiquarian. If our tastes in music is based largely on inculcation, might as well inculcate with the "cool." This would be the rational choice IMHO
What happens when you meet somebody who's similar to you?
I checked out Adam Greenfield's page and saw myself: there was a Nietzsche quote, there was some theory on technology's impact on society, and there were interesting mosaics of words to create pictures of deeper analysis. Plus, the guy has a diverse and coloful bio to boot.
While it's easy to get defensive in this situation, I enjoy discovering that somebody is already doing what I'm doing because it gives me a focus for my own further differentiation. I look at him and look at myself and think, "well then, what makes me different and unique, and how can I amplify that?"
Every time you run this algorithm on yourself you reach a new level of uniqueness. On that new mesa, you'll find other people overlapping you, and so you'll further differentiate yourself, and so on and so forth untila tahoetuhasonht eusantheu ahaaaah----u get the picture. Thanks Bob for the link
from CNN ... pilot, whose name was not released, reportedly asked Christian passengers to raise their hands before suggesting that the other passengers should discuss Christianity with those passengers.
Ezra was like, "why the hell is this on the front page of CNN." I agree... this is not big news. But it's part of a trend for the media to take isolated incidents and blow them up for the sake of a news byte.
When they said that "in the future, we will all have 15 minutes of privacy," I think that can be extended to the locality of events.
Before, isolated events could occur in communities, and only appear in local newspapers or manifest as hair-salon gossip. Now, everybody who is in some position of social-relevance has to be cautious about "headline risk" or the idea that what they do in their small space has the greater potential to be magnified to a national issue.
The panopticon will be manifest in the media's insatiable desire to explode local news; the result is that no community is truly isolated.
The best quote I heard today was that the Superbowl has become a de facto holiday. It's amazing how such an intrinsically uninteresting day could evolve into that. Nobody famous died nor has any great event occured in history on Superbowl Sunday.
I bet the majority of participants who participate in this holiday do not even care about the football. Reasons that could make you sucked in to this fare: you're a "woman" and your "man" likes it, you like watching the ads, or you like watching the performance. Another big category of people are those that just feel the urge to participate in a human happening. It's such a big event and there's enough core ppl interested in the football to create enough nacho-eating congregations to compel you to imitate. And then once you start imitating, you further perpetuate the cycle again... positive feedback on top of positive feedback until 1 billion people on Earth are in sync.
And most holidays are like this, with a large mass of unwilling participants sucked in who then bob their heads simultaneously in rhythm with others. This is especially pertinent to Valentine's Day, which I find to be one of the most reviled holidays. Every year, the number of ppl claiming they hate Valentine's Day far exceeds those that claim they love it (have I even heard one person love it?).
Sigh, synchrony, what a double-edged sword.
In other news, on the same day a United Airlines pilot asked Muslim's to identify themselves by raising their hands. He then told the passangers that "all of you who do not follow the path of Allah are crazy" and suggested that they spend the flight listening to Muslim prosyletizing rather than sleeping or reading a magazine.
The only difference between these two stories (which miraculously happened on the exact same day) is that in the case of the Christian, people joked about it after catching a blurb on CNN, and in the case of the Muslim, the unidentified pilot was secretly taken into custody by the Joint Terrorism Task Force working with the Dept. of Homeland Security, and he (whoever he is) is now being held incommunicado in a naval brig in S. Carolina. Don't worry though - they haven't pulled a Maher Arar and deported him to Syria for torture...they only do that to Canadian citizens! Those we keep here are only subjected to sleep deprivation and psychological warfare tactics and the like.